Saturday, July 30, 2005
okay so im supposed to be doing my homework right now.well whatever.ive got loads of it.history,literature,home ec,english.i left my home ec stuff in school so i cant do it right now.i already finished my english.supposed to do a newspaper summary on an article.i did one about Niger,which is in Africa,getting food aid for its estimated 2.5 million starving people.and that got me thinking.i mean,yeah,im glad that these people are getting the help they need but what about the people in the other parts of africa?the people in the whole wide world?they are millions more starving.and last year's tsunami is not making this problem any easier too.but the thing is,we are so involved with ourselves,that we forget about them.we need to be reminded about them.for example,the Dec 26 tsunami served as a wake-up call to the whole world.it made us realize that all that we have can be lost in just a blink of an eye.and that made everyone wake up and take a good look around them.only then did they start understanding the plight of the poor.im not denying that they did very little.they didnt.they donated generously,very generously in fact.clothes,food,medicine,water,labour,money.everything was focused on the tsunami victims and the affected areas,in helping them out.if only the same can be done to the rest of the poor in the other parts of the world.and it was only after the tsunami that people began helping those in poverty-stricken countries around the world.but if it wasnt for the tsunami,would people be doing any of this?i doubt so.we would just have gone on with our individual lives.do we really need something so catastrophic such as the tsunami to wake us up everytime?are we that ignorant and heartless?even charity shows that we see on tv that are supposed to raise funds to help the needy.celebrities do stunts and all that and say that we should lend a helping hand and such.in my honest opinion,i think those are all just publicity stunts.would they do all that if there wasnt any show?i hardly think so.where's our spirit of humanity people?anyway i have to go now so i'll leave you to ponder about that.right now i have a date.with my tv for 5 hours.lost is being aired on axn.so tata for now.
tm.
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
oh god im so full.i never should have eaten so much.i feel sick.im waiting for french class at home,again.im gonna go soon because i need to study for my test later.fortunately,today's kebabs turned out nice.i liked the chicken.but i hated the part where i had to stick it into the stick.that was so gross because the chicken was so slimey and droopy and eughh.dont even want to think about it.thats the best dish we've cooked so far.too bad we're not doing anymore cooking next wek.instead we're having a ca and we'll be learning to sew different stitches.oh well.
and today,they were suddenly so nice to me.i dont know why.did they read my blog or is it just a coincidence?but whatever it is i hope it remains that way.
oh and that stupid nani poured water over me just now.we were splashing water at each other when we were washing our tupperwares so i ran out of the toilet.then she came out with her tupperware and i saw there was a little water in it and suspected she was going to pour it over me.i tried to run but she poured it.she didnt know there was water in the tupperware!she wanted to threaten me but there really was water in it and i went back to class dripping wet.haha.stupid nani.
i think i have to go now.well thats it then.god im so full.
tm.
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
i am so sleepy!!had bball phototaking just now.i havent seen the informal photo but i know im going to love it.mega would look retarded.ain pulled her ponytail which caused her to look up just when the photographer snapped the photo.haha.couldnt stop laughing.tomorrow's home ec.hope the kebabs turn out good.the past dishes that we made,spaghetti,fried rice,marcaroni soup,they werent that nice.some way or the other.oh and my petit test also.damn.i havent studied.
yesterday that stupid clumsy sharifah made a fool of herself during recess in the canteen.i had stacked everyone's plates and was carrying them and she was walking behind me.walking on the bench to be precise.she must have slipped or something because the next thing i knew,she grabbed my sleeve and pulled me down.the spoons and forks clattered to the table and she screamed,making me do the same.was it embarrassing or was it embarrassing?lol.but we had a good laugh.
and oh my god,yesterday's episode of incredible tales was damn scary.i was screaming my head off,ok well not exactly,but i was scared shit and covered my face with a cushion.but my favourite part was with the indian guy.he was hilarious.the way he spoke especially.lol.
you know,lately i've been feeling...i dont know,left out.like,everything they talk about,i have no clue.and when i ask them,they just say its nothing.everything's a secret that i dont know of.and its really frustrating.i dont think im going to be able to stand being pushed around and being taken for granted any longer.i just need a little thing to trigger me.and they are oblivious to what i feel like.of course, they ask me if im alright.and i say i am.but cant they see that i am not?im not alright.im not alright at all.do you even care?do you even notice?i doubt so.my life is seriously getting more complicated by the second.oh well.life's like that.
im gonna go now.so tata.
tm.
Sunday, July 24, 2005
hey people.im bored right now.feel like sleeping.you know what?maybe i will after this.the weather's nice too.and im getting more and more confused.the more things i know,the more confused i get.i dont know what is true anymore.well whatever.will know soon enough anyway.
oh yesterday went quite well.went to uncle faisal's condo to celebrate dadu's birthday.more like a surprise party.talk about surprise!he didnt have a clue about the party and was like,so shocked!lol.alot of people kept telling me how tall i was.how tanned too.well what do you expect when your school forces you to go swimming every week?aunty parveen said i was so tanned i looked like a latin american.hah!me,yasmeen,shazee and razeena decided to do something for aunty parveen's engagement.so we're going to do a dance.we've got "dhoom" in our minds.ever heard of the song?if you havent,you should.its really nice.and not the tata young version,the original one.but tata young's is not so bad.but the original one rocks.the four of us, plus shereen and shabina.we're all psyched.we might be doing another one for the mehndi night too.hope a good song comes out by then.
oh and guess what?rashaad fell into the pool.well acutally was pushed.by daneesh,shakeel,faheem and azim.they were playing by the pool and were trying to push each other inside.faheem got wet only up to his knees.dont know what made them decide to push rashaad in.lol.well boys are boys.
draco malfoy rocks!he totally does.harry potter sucks!big time.lately ive been having a debate with practically everyone over who's better.unfortunately though,people actually DISAGREE with me.people like minu,athirah and andik for example.ain agrees with me.why cant you open your eyes??cant you see?draco malfoy rocks!!haha.ok i think im going to sleep now.nites everyone.or noons.whatever.
tm.
Friday, July 22, 2005
just came back from swimming.im so tired.and im so tanned!!it looks like its going to rain.hope it doesnt.it gets really cold in the night.i'm so confused!!i dont know what to do.i've been doing alot of thinking and this past few days that seems to be mostly what i've been doing.i cant think straight.so many thoughts run through my head at the same time and i dont know what to do anymore.if i had to keep it all in any longer i'd assure you i'd explode.thank goodness i've gotten it out.im not going to tell what has been going on.i cant.beacause if i do,lets just say things would get pretty ugly.thanks for being there when i needed you.i really had to get it off my chest.you were so kind and understanding.thanks.i couldnt have thought of any other person to have told it to.i knew i could trust you.thanks.well thats it for now.tm.
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
at home waiting for french class right now.should have slept but oh well.the fried rice that amirah and i made during home ec tasted real bad.there were lots of onions and mixed vegetables and the rice was so plain.it was awful.then nani spilled her rice,actually more like made them fly everywhere, when she tried to break the plastic spoon.lol.oh and tomorrow me,amirah and cik ida are going to have to sing and dance to chan mali chan for the chinese pupils during mt for racial harmony day.i forgot the lyrics and have no idea what actions to come up with.great.what makes tomorrow even better is i've got english and history cas.and i havent even studied.i think i'm going to stop now.not because i want to do my homework but because i want to watch tv.till here.tm.
ok.i finally,finally set up a blog.so you guys can stop nagging me already.i'm waiting for dinner right now,am hungry.its raining outside.i just love the rain.the chilly breeze,the sound of the raindrops,its all so nice.well thats it for now.more next time.
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