Joakim got booted.It's just a messed up world.

JOAKIM ROCKED TONIGHT!

JOAKIM,YOU'RE MY CHERI AMORE! <333

AAAHH! I CANT WAIT TO GO BACK TO PRPS TOMORROW!

Zaf,Hanis and I are all hyped up.Well at least me and Zaf are.Hanis is just such an arse.

WE ARE HAD,MAD,TAD AND ZAD!

Don't you just love bread?The way it's so soft and fluffy and so delicious that your teeth just sinks into it?You have croissants,pastries,puffs and whole lot more.My mother just baked some bread, (she's just got this new breadmaker and is pretty excited about it) and she sprinkled cinnamon and chocolate rice.It's really good.I think when I'm older,I shall work in a bread factory!

I have yet to upload the many many pictures,but I will soon.I promise.When I say I'll do it,I will.Exactly when,well that's a different story.So just wait a little while more okay chicas?I swear I'll upload them,just a little patience is all we need.After all,patience is a virtue.

I can't believe it's the last week of school already!Just 1 and a half more days and school's out baby!What I can't wait for,and I bet most others can't as well,is for Teachers Day celebrations.I want to go back to PRPS but apparently they're celebrating tomorrow instead of Thursday due to some dinner of some sort.Nevertheless,they'll still finish early so I'll still get to see the teachers,hopefully.

ZAF HAS CRACKED!I KNEW IT!SHE ISN'T ON HIATUS ANYMORE.SHE SUCCUMBED,SHE CRACKEDD!

Sorry Zaf,but I couldnt resist rubbing it in your face.

There are lots of things I want to blog about but currently,nothing comes to mind.Its on other things.But I do want to blog about the Singapore Idol show I went to, with pictures which I'm still awaiting from Nadhirah.

Oooh!I finally found my nougat supply.The SPC petrol station near my school sells them.Nani,Andik and I,all suckers for nougat,bought them just now.All I can say is : FANTASTIC!

Someone get me more!

I'm forming a nice bruise on my left knee.Credit goes to the stupid switchbox in class.You want a piece of me?Well I'm sorry,but you ain't going to be getting any.You may have won this time,but I swear I'll win the next round!Go ahead and laugh at my pain.I'm honestly sick of always getting bruises.You try getting them every other day and then tell me if it's fun.

TAG REPLIES:

Zaf : I'm doing fine my fucking bitch!

Hanis : Okay Hanis,you shall be our other bitch from now on and Singapore Idol was RAD!Tell you more when I see you this Thursday at PRPS!!

Janel : You're linked my fellow bballer!

Nadiah : Hey,it's okay.SI was GOOD dude.I didnt realise they were rolling their eyes so I have no clue.Serious. =)

Ain : No worries dude!

Shazee : Hey babe!How are you?

I'm outta here.Bell is going to ring soon and I'm going to have to go back to class for,I forgot which period.

FUCKING CONTROLE IS OVER!

Sorry for the language.I don't like to use vulgarities in my blog but I used it in this case to illustrate what Zaf and I were talking about.We got so worked up about our controle because as usual,15 minutes before the test,we still hadn't studied and so we were freaking out and we started cursing and swearing and screaming at each other.It kinda helped release some of the tension though.Maybe you should try it too.Scream out loud next time you're all worked up.Haha.I love my fucking bitch Zaf.

Mega and I were talking again yesterday and on the way home from our tak jadi Poetry Slam Workshop ( which wasnt our fault.It somehow got cancelled), we were expressing our thing for exotic guys,you know,those mixed races types.So we decided to play mixer as well and mixed this race with that.I'm infatuated with the French-Arab mixture and she's infatuated with the Swiss-Italian mix.I doubt there's anyone here in Singapore who's either one of those mixes.But nevermind,we shall keep on dreaming,right Mega?

The number of photos I have to upload is piling up!I better get around to doing it sooner or later.I've been busy with IAP and school,there's just no time.So a little more patience okay hoochie mamas?

Speaking of IAP,our presentation is tomorrow!We're all praying it'll go well.We had the dry run last week and it went pretty fine.I get to see Nikki tomorrow!Oh damn,then I'll have to upload IAP pictures as well.

Shoot.I haven't studied for my French test tomorrow.Dang it.Why is it that I never manage to study French?

I guess I'm off now.But oh no,not to study French.I'm going to go sleep.You know what's weird about me?The longer I sleep,the more lethargic and sleepy I get.The lesser I sleep,the more awake and active I am.And that's one thing you didnt know about Tasneem.I shall share more things-you-dont-knows next time.

Till then,au revoir!

Zaf's on hiatus.Wonder how long she'll last.She claims she wont blog till after Teachers' Day but I bet she'll crack.Diy and Hanis and I have joined the dark forces and are trying to get her to crack,arent we?

CONGRATULATIONS TEAM 2E3!We won FIRST in the level for the race and I got a gold medal!Yay!I'm sorry guys for not being able to upload the pictures.I was in Sentosa yesterday cause my dad is in the organizing committee of the New Balance REAL Run held in Sentosa so we slept overnight.And I only got back a few hours earlier.I'm so tired and really need my beauty sleep now.But I promise I'll upload the pictures as soon as I can.So hang in there my hoochie mamas!

Sentosa was fun by the way.I got to ride the Luge ride again and go to Fort Siloso and the Images of Singapore attractions.We got in for free because my dad has a complimentary card.It was so cool.I love all the history Sentosa has.It's so fascinating.When you're in Fort Siloso and you look at all the guns and machines they used in the past and read about the lives of the people,you get this overwhelming feeling wash over you.You wonder how life was back then and what people went through.Sure there are pictures and such but it's not the same as when you witness it and go through it.Tomorrow,I'll be going on the learning journey to Changi Chapel Museum,Kranji War Memorial,Johore Battery and the Sook Ching site.I can't wait.I love visiting places with rich histories or with historical values.I find it all amazing.I love History,period.

List of Top 100 universities in the world.Just thought I'd post the URL here for future reference.
http://ed.sjtu.edu.cn/rank/2006/ARWU2006_Top100.htm

I've recently checked out the websites of a few universities because I'd like to have an idea of programmes that I might be interested in and eventually narrow down my university list.One thing's for sure : I'm not staying here.I want to study overseas,you know,the whole overseas experience.Besides,Singapore would just stress me out,not that I ever get stressed,it's just an expression, and I don't think they have what I'm looking for.

I'm not a Science person.I'm more the Arts type.I like History and Geography,Archaeology,Anthropology.And I was surfing Yale's website and just check out the list of programmes they have!It's just so cool.

http://www.yale.edu/academics/departments.html

Princeton caught my interest as well.Check out the research programmes.Students get to go to France for hands-on Anthropology studies.Cool or what?

http://www.princeton.edu/main/research/humanities/

I think campus life is cool as well.I mean,what with dorm parties and sorrorities.It's like a whole new world out there.And then when I look at what I'm doing now,studying in a secondary school in a small nation,it just seems all so meaningless.Why am I doing things I'm not even interested in?It's all so pointless.I want to go out there and explore.If you don't already get my drift,I seriously can't wait to get out of secondary school and move on to college and then to university.

And there are other things I'd like to do as well.I want to travel the world,learn to play the guitar and drums,take up a new hobby,learn a new sport,visit the 7 wonders of the world,climb a mountain,go skydiving,ride a hot-air balloon,learn salsa dancing!And the list goes on.There's just so many things to do and so little time.Sometimes I wonder why I even waste my time right now in school.It's all pointless.

Sore throat isnt getting any better.

Deannie and I make good entertainment partners!During our run through of our IAP presentation just now,in between the dance practices,Deannie and I entertained the class,telling jokes and singing and just talking,stupidly of course.We tried to get everyone hyped up by screaming and shouting and clapping along to the dance.T'was a highly entertaining run-through party.

My throat is hurting and my voice is getting all raspy and I have to keep clearing my throat every 5 seconds.Plus,my stupid nose is getting all runny.I think I'm falling sick.Well it's about time!Don't get the wrong idea.I'm not a sadistic person who wants to fall sick for the heck of it.What I mean is,by falling sick,I get to miss school!Get it?

Aah shit,my nose is dripping again.Gotta run,literally.

PLEASE DO NOT TURN ON SWITCHES WITH WET HANDS.FOR YOUR OWN SAFETY,AND MENTAL HEALTH,PLEASE HEED ADVICE.

Believe me,I should know.I just got shocked twice,in less than 5 minutes.I turned on the kitchen switch after washing my hands and then I felt this buzz going through me.Then when I switched it off,after again washing my hands,I felt it again.I know time and again,people always warn you not to switch on the electrical appliances with wet hands but nobody ever pays attention.Well folks,you seriously should.Trust me,you don't want to get an electric shock.My head's a little buzzy right now and so are my fingers.Shoot.That's right,go ahead and laugh at my stupidity which just became an entertainment for you tonight.

TAG REPLIES:

Hanis : Yes I was,no,am on AXN. Very cool,non?

Ain : Yes,Orlando Bloom is hot.Though that was very random wasnt it?

Nani : No Nani,we arent going to Charlie Chaplin Museum,it's Change Chapel Musuem.Though it would be fun to go to a Charlie Chaplin Museum.Nani,everythin's just so screwed up la right now.

Heeqmah : I'll wait awhile.Honestly,I hate all this squabbling.But dont worry,we're cool!

Andik : I wanna go Bermuda Triangle!

Nadiah : I know,but thanks anyway.And no,you're not the cause.It's just a huge misunderstanding which I'm trying to resolve,unsuccessfully though.



What I want to say next has nothing to do with ruling the world or buying cinnamon rolls but everything to do with you,me and a whole lot of other people.I really don't like it when people slam others on their blogs,using vulgarities and such.I'm not saying that I hate those people,no.It's just that I'm not a fan of condemning someone on a blog,regardless of who the person is,be it your mum,your friend or a Singapore Idol contestant.I know I've done it before and I never really knew how hurtful it could be till I went through it.Sure it's a blog and you have your freedom of speech.But with all due respect folks,you also have a freedom of emotions.Things written on a blog can be really mean and spiteful.Some just downright hurtful.I'm truly sorry if I ever wrote anything offensive to anyone.I'm sure all of you have been slammed at least once in a blog,be it directly or indirectly.So you would know what it feels like.I too have recently been slammed and it was and still is truly hurtful.

I don't like being all emo in my blog because,well just because.So I'm not going to write a grandmother's story and elaborate on why and when etc.But I just want to say this.Nadia,I know you're mad but so am I,though for different reasons.What's happening now is all a huge misunderstanding which I'm trying to resolve but you won't let.If you want to hate me and never see me for the rest of your life,fine but at least hear me out first because you're believing the wrong things.I would never do what you think I did on purpose.You should know that.So please,if you're still interested in being friends,give me a chance to justify myself.Then whatever you do,it's up to you.So long as you know the truth,because that's what I really need you to know.I don't want you to go on believing things I never did.I don't like that.I admit I made a mistake,but then again,you're not so innocent either.You might have had a bad day or was moody or something and that's why you said what you said and I'd like to know why you said those things.I'm sure you want to know why I did certain things as well.We need to talk,Nadia.So would you please,hear me out.

If I were ruler of the world,I would :

1)Own the biggest castle in the world and live in it and refurnish it to suite my taste
2)Own all the shopping malls in the world
3)Own all the chocolate and soft nougats and cinnamon rolls
4)Own a Porsche,Lamborghini,Limo,Plane,Cruise ship,Yacht
5)Steal,no wait,I dont need to steal if I own the world,so,get all the money in the banks
6)Buy a whole new wardrobe
7)Buy everything else money can

Amirah and I were talking about what we'd do if we were rulers of the world and this is just my list.Amirah's is more ridiculous.Lesson boredom is really good for the imagination.

Elenna is such a goon.During Malay class when she had to read the book out loud,she kept mispronouncing words,sending the class into a laughing frenzy.A perfect way to end the school day.

I'm so tanned now.My tan line at my feet is getting darker,making my feet look so white.Though the effect is kinda cool actually.

I'm suddenly finding myself pretty loaded now so I'm going to spend the money.Anyone who knows me would very well know my extremely good habit of saving money.On Wednesday,just before French class,I shall go shopping with Zaf.I need a new pair of earphones for my ipod.The new ones I just bought are screwed again.And I need a new wallet because the one I have now is partly broken.I realize that I keep screwing and breaking my things nowadays.And I'm not the clumsy one in the family.I keep losing earrings and buying new ones only to break them.

This last few weeks of school are going to be absolute bliss.No more tests or CAs and I'm actually beginning to pay attention,well at least abit,and do my homework and get the answers right,most of the time.I'm feeling a sense of pride again.Besides,next week is the IAP presentation which means PARTAY!And Nicole would be coming.Now that would be fun.And there's also the learning journey trip to Changi Chapel Museum and other historical places as well.That's pretty interesting.And of course the week after that,TEACHERS' DAY CELEBRATIONS!Which means,going back to PRPS.I can't wait!Thinking about it is already making me feel all hyped up.Guess I better put all that energy into good use,like say,watching tv.

The Philips Singapore Cup was great.Sakina and I caught the game between the Singapore Slingers and Melbourne Tigers at 2 today.I gotta say,the Tigers were roaring-good.The Slingers would have possesion of the ball and in the blink of an eye,WHAM,the Tigers have it.So it's no surprise they won 86-68.The Slingers put up a good fight though,especially after halftime.The crowd went wild everytime they scored.Truly an experience.

I went to my grandma's after that.My cousin,Nicole, is really excited about the TKGS-TKPS party we're having in week 9.I told her about it and she's so hyped up.I threatened to be evil to her when she comes to my school and she was so angelic to me the whole day!Threats work wonders on a 7-year-old.Miraculously,by a twist of fate,out of hundreds of kids who could have been picked for my class,Nicole just happened to be one of them.It's magic I tell you.

Hey check this out.I was searching for my blog url on Google and this is what I found. http://www.axn-asia.com/news/2006/03/13/eye-candy-alert.html

I'm on AXN!Okay,more like an excerpt from one of my entries but still!I didn't know it till just.That's so cool!

I'm so proud of myself for actually finishing my Math homework.I finished it Friday night itself!I checked the answers and they were all correct.I've never done any homework this year.Wait,let me rephrase that.I've never done homework on my own,without copying from people,this year up till yesterday.So I'm feeling this mighty sense of pride.When I told Andik,even she couldnt believe it.I think if I tell Siti and the others,they'll probably die of a heart attack.

After harping on wanting to eat nougats for a long time,I finally got to relish its savoury taste in my mouth.I bought a whole packet when I went to Johor on Wednesday and it's already finishing.Someone get me more!

And so today officially marks the end of tests and CAs.The last CA was today.I totally screwed my stupid Malay.I didnt get what the bloody comprehension passage was trying to say,something about enlightenment or that sort.I mean,just go ahead and attain enlightenment lah,no need to elaborate and exaggerate.

One thing I learned when ordering at McD's.Since I never eat onions,I usually ask for my food to be prepared without them.However,when I'm at McD's, I shan't order my usual double cheeseburger (my absolute favourite) without onions because it takes eons to be served.So then,what do I do?I just order the normal double cheeseburger and then use the pickles to scrape away the onions.A little messy but worth the time.After all,if you keep practising scraping onions away with your pickles,you'll perfect the skill in no time.I'm already on my way there.

So the 10 Singapore Idol tickets I have have all been taken up.I know it's alot and I shan't say where I got them from but no,I didnt get them from any underground sources like what that stupid Hanis thinks.The tickets I got are for the results show on the 24th of this month.I know the results show isnt as fun as the spectaculars,but hey,it's better than nothing right?Now all I can do is cross my fingers and pray that Joakim makes it till then!

It's funny how a person can change in just a little over a year.But I'm talking about a good change.A very good,HOT change.

I've never felt so relaxed for a long time.Now I can finally take a breather.No more tests or CAs to worry about.This is the life,dude.This weekend I practically did nothing.Okay so I bought 2 new skirts,but the point is,I didnt have to do homework or revision and boy did it feel good.I went cycling on Saturday at Pasir Ris Park and saw one of the most beautiful sceneries I've ever seen.I'd gone cycling at around 6 so it was nearly sunset.So at around 6.45,I was passing the sea and part of the Sun was behind the clouds,casting a golden glow on the sea.It was shimmering and glittery and the sky was this nice golden colour.It was absolutely breath-taking that I had to stop.I kicked myself for not being able to capture it on film.It was so gorgeous.And the other day,I was in my room and the Sun was setting as well.The sky was this nice expanse of pink.This time,I took a photo.Though pictures speak a thousand words,this one wouldn't do justice to the actual scenery because while I went to take the camera and aimed for the perfect shot,the sky wasn't as pinkish as I first saw.



It's still pretty,non?

I'm turning into a poetic soul.

I shall upload the Sing Singapore pictures I took yesterday before I get too lazy.


While waiting for Moo,sitting at the walkway.


Calling Moo.


Moment of retard-ness.Photo credits to Hanis,the aspiring photographer.


Hanis's shoe,in my favourite colour!


Hanis's silat crushh!


In between our cheering and screaming.


The cute boy sitting beside us,behind him is his sister.They were holding hands.Awww!


After the concert.Those silver things were the decoration stuffs we took.


Sing Singapore!


Sitting down,waiting for teachers.


Stupidity takes over.


Sister act.That's my younger sister.

Shoot.I think I'm coming down with the flu.I was sneezing the whole time I was uploading the pictures.And I was feeling kind of feverish yesterday as well.Well,I can pon school now,no more tests!

I think I really am jinxed or cursed or something.Or maybe this just isn't my week.I fell again today,while running for 2.4 . But I'm okay,people,no bruises,nothing.Let's just hope,or rather,I should hope,that this falling spell would soon wash over.

I just came back from Sing Singapore at PRPS.By golly I miss it so much!And my teachers too.It's like everything's going by so fast.(Oh no,here's one of those reminicisizing posts again)Everything's changing and I don't want them to.I'm afraid I'll lose everything,all I once had.But that's just the way life is, non?Without change,there wouldn't be excitement in the world.

Sing Singapore was crazy!Well rather,me,Hanis and Moo made it crazy.There's so much difference between a primary school concert and secondary school concert.Sing Singapore finished so early,around 8.30!And everyone was not so enthusiastic.Only Hanis,Moo and I were clapping and cheering and screaming.And I can tell you,we were the most entertaining guests there.Well,we weren't technically guests,because we snuck in.We needed tickets to get in,just like last year.We couldnt get them at first so we decided,after much heart-wrenching mulling,that we wouldnt go.Last year,there was a security guard so it was pretty strict.That's why we decided not to go.Then we were like,what the hell.It's PRPS we're talking about,our beloved alma mater.So I got my sister,who was helping out,to sneak us in.But you know what?There was no bloody security guard!And sneaking into the hall was so easy.If we'd known,we wouldnt have gone so late.

I brought my camera and took pictures but I can't upload them because I dont have my card reader at the moment.Moo brought her camera too so I'm waiting for those pictures to come.It was one hell of a night.We were screaming and cheering and everyone was looking at us.But hey,it's all in the name of fun.Then we met a few teachers after that.I talked to Mdm Yeo and she's going to help persuade the school people to let us ex-students into the hall on Teachers' Day,so keep your fingers crossed Pasirians!Why not toes as well yeah,since we're on the topic.

Well I'm off to sleep now.It's been one tiring day.NAPFA 2.4 in the morning,just after Science test.History test as well, followed by bag-checking due to people ransacking bags.(That was exciting,we were all hyped up.Though we realised the gravity of the situation,we all agreed that it was probably the most exciting thing to happen in our boring lives)Then rushed for French and then rushed again for Sing Singapore.It's all in a day's work people.

It's really no easy job re-enacting and filming a historical event.That's exactly what Sharifah,Ain,Nani,Siti,Andik and Fiona are doing.We've got to film our History PBA.My group has already finished,well almost.YiBo is editing it.Nani is getting a case of the nerves.She just messed up her lines.Okay now Andik messed up her lines.They're so funny.They have a scene together and they try to suppress their laughter but with failure of course.It's pretty amusing really.

Finally,they managed to complete the scene.But now they want to do it again because they're not happy with the old one.Oh the headaches of movie-making.

My whole body is aching after yesterday's NAPFA test.Everyone else is complaining as well,that their ribs hurt.

I FINALLY HAVE MY OWN BED!

I FINALLY HAVE MY OWN BED!

I FINALLY HAVE MY OWN BED!!!

It came yesterday.I never knew how nice it was to have our own bed.Sure I've slept in bunk beds or hotel beds but nothing compared to having your own one.At least now I dont have to endure the kicks and invasion of space by my sister who sleeps like a pig.I'll save myself some bruises.Speaking of which,I fell twice today.I don't know what's wrong with me.It's like I'm jinxed or something.Both times I fell on the stairs.

I'm getting restless sitting here.I'm going to go see what I can do to help my fellow classmates.Turrah!

Today just wasn't my day.I fell twice and cut my big toe.I fell during English class because we were playing a game and I tripped and landed on my side.Now my left hipbone is driving me nuts.

After school,I stayed back with my History group to film our project.And I fell again,not so bad this time but I cut my left big toe as well.I didnt know I'd cut it till I felt a pain,that's when I realized it was cut.So I have no clue as to how it happened.

Our filming was a load of fun.YiBo,Thanida,Pron,Amirah and Elenna are in my History team.We had some help from Nani,Andik,Sharifah and Amanda who were cast as extras.Thank you dudettes!You rock!

We're almost done with the project,thank god.YiBo just has to edit it.In between scenes,me,Amirah and Elenna were prancing and dancing around,pretending to be in a Bollywood film because Elenna had this pink scarf so we were dancing with it.YiBo filmed some parts of it and we're going to use it in the "blooper" section.

It's such a relief that all these sick projects are over.Literature and Geog have been dealt with and now my History's almost completed.What's left are the remaining CAs I have this week.Science,History and Malay,which is tomorrow.

Wish me luck folks,because my Malay isnt exactly good.You know I need all the luck I can get!Though I doubt luck can help me get an A for Malay.Dangit.