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Monday, October 31, 2005

yesterday was super retarded.had madrasah exams.that went pretty well.then went to white sands with my brother and sister.went to library to borrow books then went to cd rama.bought ashlee simpson's new cd.used the free voucher from the math trail.then after that went to my grandmother's house.yasmeen,shereen and i listened to the cd i bought and we decided that our favourite song is LOVE.its super duper cool!especially the L,O,L,O,L,O,LOVE.that part was rad.the song totally rocks.in fact the album totally rocks!now i'm saving up to buy marion raven's cd.at nani's house,i pretty much lazed around and listened to nani's endless stories.listening to nani's stories is FUN.then when aunty la,nani and daneesh went out to but food for break fast,nana,shereen and i had tea.(shereen and i cant fast mind you)and nana started asking us what we think he should do if he won 2 million bucks.and i was like "get a maid" then he asked what was the point of having a maid if there was nothing to look after.so then i went "then get a BIG house.THEN get a maid.then buy a HUGE car and get a driver" then he said that that made more sense.and he even said he would hire YOUNG FEMALE maids and drivers.and that came out of the mouth of a 70-plus-year-old-man!then shereen and i burst out laughing.so then we asked what made him think he would get 2 million bucks.and he said,with finger gestures,that the lottery results would be out tomorrow.so then he explained there were three prizes and held up his last three fingers to demonstrate.so he was like "first prize" and he put down the last finger.then he went "second prize" and put down the ring finger.and guess which finger was left?the middle one.so i was like "oh nice finger!" and burst into laughter again.shereen saw it too and started laughing.and we laughed so much.and the funniest part was he didnt realize it until we told him!god.it was really retarded.my grandfather is so cool!haha.

so hari raya is in 2 days.everyone's busy with last minute preparations.shazleen is coming tonight.she'll be staying for two months.i bloody cant wait for raya!!!!!

well gotta run.turrah.

tm.

Friday, October 28, 2005

i can finally FINALLY breathe a huge sigh of relief.SCHOOL'S OUT!aah the good ol' holidays.today being the last day of school was pretty good.1/3 WON THE EXEMPLARY CLASS AWARD!we won for all terms except term 3.what a waste.then we had to take this survey thingy.wasnt too bad.was quite easy actually.pretty dumb.then it was free periods.class committee(did i spell that right?) decided on our class party.it'll be at daphne's house.i dont know if i'm going.because i might be going jalan raya.so i'll decide that later.after that went to the hall for this smoke talk.it was more a play actually,to tell us the dangers and harmful effects of smoking.pretty ok.though they screamed alot which was kind of pissing.and meryl kept poking me and ain was being spastic trying to fish my stuffs out of my pocket.and meryl ripped nearly my whole belt.but i ripped the whole thing off later on anyway,with sharifah's help.after that smoke play,we had the farewell for mrs loke.it was surprisingly brief.but i mean that in a good way.i mean in prps,speeches and events were so LONG they got boring.mrs loke was totally crying.you could tell.she was wiping her tears.even ms terry was crying!i didnt feel sad or anything because i hardly knew her.so yeah.then after that,we went back to class for "Operation Clean-Up" which is basically just cleaning up the whole damn class.it was so dusty.i cleaned the teacher's table as well as the computer.it was seriously full of dust.and i'm allergic to dust!but it wasnt too bad.we managed to get it done quick.then mrs lee handed back our report books and i'm so HAPPY!got third in class and scored 10 A's out of 13 subjects.whoopadeedoodoo!went home by bus with alia,sakina,syamimi,afiyah,fairuz,rasyiqah and syafiqah.took pictures.they turned out really retarded.afiyah looked like she was possesed.haha.

so now school's over.and the holidays are here.and raya is in less than a week.5 days to be exact,not counting today.this year has gone by really fast.as in REALLY fast.i mean,i can still remember my first day in tkgs.i was kind of excited and nervous and scared at the same time.and i missed prps and all my primary school friends so much!and all i wanted to do was go back to prps.i wondered if i'd ever make as many friends.but it all turned out really well.i've got tons of friends now and my class is so close.we love each other loads!and school is fun too.and now sec 1 is over.the next time i go back to tkgs,i'd be in sec 2!and there'll be a whole new batch of sec 1s who'll be feeling the same as i did.i cant wait!i'll be a senior!then again,maybe i can.i mean i want hari raya.haha.i'm really excited.

speaking of my class,jolene changed the skin and it so ROCKS.go check it out yeah people?even non-1e3ians or non-tkgians,go see it.its really nice.remember to tag okayes?

there was a pretty huge thunderstorm on tuesday.thunder was so loud and lightning was so bright and flashed loads of times.i think its probably the worst thunderstorm i've ever seen.it was so dark in the house because we didnt dare switch anything on.and i admit i was a little scared.i'd never seen a thunderstorm so fierce.and yesterday my mum said there was another thunderstorm in the night.and i was really shocked because i didnt hear anything and i find this especially weird because im a light sleeper.so for me not to be able to hear the thunder,which according to my mum and alia were really loud,i must have been really tired.because i only sleep like a log when i'm tired.otherwise im a light sleeper.sometimes i go to sleep lying on my side and in the morning when i wake up,i'd still be in the same position.that's how light a sleeper i am.i remember the first night in perth,soleha,zafirah and i shared a room.so there was a wake-up call sent to every room.and when our phone rang,i heard it but didnt pick it up because i thought soleha or zaf would pick it up since they were sleeping nearest to the phone.in the end,i had to pick it up because THEY didnt.and when i woke them up,they said they didnt even HEAR the phone ring.sheesh!and i was sleeping furthest from the phone.

going to serangoon later to break fast and do a little shopping.for now,i'm going to go.so ciao people.

tm.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

there's no school again today because of promotion day.whoopadeedoodoo.so now i'm at home,blogging.

had the second round of the moneytalk game yesterday.this time,we played with businesses and unit trusts.pretty complicating but it was fun.angeline and i had the least amount of money after the game,again.after that had the barang barang sale.my class stall didnt do bad.infact it did great!we collected the most amount of money.$122.and that was just counting the sales we had before school was over.i dont know how much money was collected after school because i didnt have that shift.i was the treasurer along with ain and the both of us and amirah and pron manned the stall while the rest of the class went for the recycling talk in the hall.and boy was it boring.although there were a few teachers who bought our stuffs but it was pretty much boring.i was half asleep.so then me and ain and amirah decided to rehang all the batiks to pass the time.i was really sleepy yesterday.then went for french class.pretty boring too.mlle lim wanted us to give feedback on french class.and then she went throguh the DELF paper.although i didnt really see the point in that because most of us werent taking the exam.anyhoo,i was still sleepy.infact so were most of us.it didnt help that it was really cold because it was raining.i almost fell asleep when athirah called my name.i decided that i'm not going for french this wednesday.its just a film festival where we just watch a movie.nothing important so im not going to waste my time.id rather come home and sleep.

i had a freak incident in the toilet on saturday.i was in the toilet when i heard some kind of noise.so i looked up at the wall and saw the biggest cockroach i've ever seen in my entire life.i screamed and thought that i was really going to die.so then i got up from the toilet seat and was contemplating what i should do,take my shorts and run out or just leave it and run out since my shirt was long enough to cover what needs to be covered.then the bloody freak disappeared.and i got really scared wondering where it was,behind me,ON me or what.then i saw it crawling on my shorts and i decided to just run out.so i opened the door and just ran out.i told my dad about the stupid pest and he asked where it was.i was so scared i forgot how to say shorts.and after that i was shivering for like a pretty long time.it really freaked me out.just thinking about it still gives me the shivers.

i'm pretty sure i saw a shooting star on sunday.i was looking out my window in the night and was counting the number of stars when i saw this bright silver spark fall.i was like "was that a shooting star?" anyhoo,for the fun of it,i closed my eyes and made a wish.lame i know,but hey,who knows if its for real.

anyway,i've already bought my baju for raya.went to geylang on sunday.my mum,sis and i went to first lady in the tanjong katong complex on the second floor first to see what kind of bajus they had.it was pretty crowded and the bajus werent really nice.there was one particular baju that i liked which i saw on a poster.tried to find it but couldnt.so then we went round and round to other shops browsing through all the bajus.im pretty picky when it comes to buying things so it was quite difficult.everytime i saw something i liked,there was either no size,no colour that i want or was out of the budget.so then we went to the first floor and into the other first lady shop.and after searching for more bajus and were about to give up,i finally spotted the baju that i saw in the poster.and they had the exact size and colour i wanted.boy was i happy.so then i went to try on my baju in the fitting room while my mum and sis went looking for my sis's baju.so then i came out of the fitting room because the lady was going to teach me how to tie my sarong.i was wearing jeans beneath it mind you.then i looked up and found everyone staring at me.i was pretty scared,i started wondering if i looked stupid or something or forgot to wear my top.but i checked everything and realized nothing was wrong.so i was frantically scanning the area for my mum and sis while wishing the poeple would quit staring at me.pretty frenzy.still wondering why they were staring at me.probably because they've never seen a gorgeous lady.hah!=)) my baju was a little over the budget.$70!but it was worth it.i really like it.its black and i've always wanted that kind of kebaya.i'll try to post a picture after raya of me in my baju.

im gonna go now.going to help my mum hang up the curtains and all.so yeah.till here.au revoir people.

tm.

Saturday, October 22, 2005

everyone's in the raya mood now.i cant blame them.i'm excited too!can't wait to see my friends,go jalan raya with them,play bunga api,eat kuih at people's houses and collect money!oh yeah i'm psyched.its pretty boring now.parents are in malaysia.brother's having madrasah.its only me and my sister.and she's revising for her exams.so i'm bored.

one week of school left before its out!this year has gone by pretty fast.i remember just entering sec 1 at tkgs and now when school's over in a week and when i go back,i'll be a senior!cant wait.yesterday,we had post-exam activities planned for us.before that,during assembly,mrs loke,my principal, told us she was leaving to be the principal at temasek jc.so now we have a new principal.mrs lim i think.she seems nice.after that we went back to our class to have this financial awareness talk.i mean come on,we're 13 for crying out loud!why do we need to know about that NOW?but for once i paid attention and i guess it was ok.the game we played,moneytalk i think its called,that was FUN.its something like monopoly only more complicated with insurance and fixed deposits and stuff like that.really cool.cant wait to play again on monday.then it was recess but i couldnt eat so i stayed in class.after that went to hall for some presentation by our seniors of trips they made to china during the june holidays for an exchage programme.pretty interesting.after that went to studio for lit enrichment.and boy was the lit enrich ment GOOD!it was the best lit lesson of all time.okay so it wasnt a lesson,but it was AWESOME.these two australians are on a tour and they stopped by our school to give a performance about poems.they were really good.they sang and danced and presented the poems in many other forms.it was really cool.i liked the sing-and-dance part.that was cute.hope they come again next year.

so now i'm going to go and surf the net because i have nothing elso to say except that I CAN'T WAIT FOR RAYA!!.okaye,now that's said,its ciao.

tm.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

i have no idea why but suddenly i cant wait for raya.just a few days ago,sakina and i were lamenting how boring this year's raya was going to be because it wouldnt be the same as last year's.but i take what i said back because i think this year's would be BETTER.i'm suddenly feeling all excited like a little kid.im telling shereen how excited i am and cant wait for raya.looks like i'm not the only excited one.i guess everyone cant wait.there's only like less than half a month of fasting left.time flies really fast.i think what would make this year's raya better is that it would be during my holiday,which is always a plus point because i dont have to worry about school.and also the fact that i'll get to see my prps friends again.and go jalan raya with them.i dont really care about the money or food,its just being with them and finally being together again.oh who am i kidding?i DO care about the money.but okay,aside from that,the company is what makes it fun.and also there's the tkgs jalan raya to look forward to.so all in all,everything's good.and raya eve,my family and i are going to my grandmothers' where we'll play bunga api,me and my siblings of course,with my cousins.and like last year,we'll buy loads and loads of bunga api since shazleen can get them from kampar.last year,we played with so much bunga api,i got a little sick of it.but just a LITTLE.there was so much smoke and everyone was coughing and eyes all red.but it was fun.and this year,i'm going to make another burn mark on the wall,beside last year's.tis the season to be jolly,tra la la la la la la la la.

went to science centre today for learning journey.some learning journey it was.but the fighter pilot video we watched in the omnitheatre was cool.i liked the effects and the part where they fired at the tanks.that was awesome.too bad the others didnt agree with me.ain,siti,amirah and sharifah were listening to their mp3s.only andik liked it too.i looked around the theatre during the show and saw everyone else was bored.some were even sleeping!even the bedok south guys seemed to be bored.and i thought planes were their kind of thing.those bedok south boys sitting behind us were jerks.big fat jerks.oh we received the class photos just now.i love the informal photo!everyone looked real nice.the formal one,everyone looked like they had slathered oil on their faces or something.must be the lighting or something like that.

i finally found out the title of the song by pug jelly that i like.its called come home soon.pretty old.but i just found out the title of the song and am happy.haha.the song's good.

i think i'm falling down,
down,down,down

with a bad case of love,
love,love,love

i think i'm falling for you
you,you,you

i think i'm falling in love

the rythm is really catchy and nice.LOVE it.anyway,its tata for now.

tm.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

its raining men,halleilluiah!i wish!hot men with six packs and nice eyes.that'll be the day.its raining and im turning into a corny freak.

its raining
its pouring
the old man is snoring
he went to bed
and bumped his head
and couldnt get up in the morning

really bored.wait,there's one more song.

rain rain
go away
come again another day
i want a clear blue sky
rain rain
go away

how's that for corny?

tm.

yesterday was spastic.we had english and science block periods,which mean going through of our exam papers.i got Bs for both subjects.surprise surprise.hope my overalls wouldnt be Bs though or im dead meat.anyway,while waiting for the science block period to be over,me,siti and amirah played this old hand game and concentration.we played concentration till our thighs were red!and when we played,siti would always end up losing because she would start laughing so then it'd be me and amirah.which explains why our thighs were redder than siti's.we played like 4,5 rounds.so you can imagine how red it was.haha.spastic.

then went for french class.me and dong ran arrived there at like 3.20 and got worried.because it was so freakingly empty.as in REALLY empty.rufina,who was there already, also was wondering why it was so empty.then we started wondering if it was the right day and if there really was class that day.when it like 4,it was still so empty.but hidayah(i dont know if its the correct spelling) came.and at around 4.10,she,me and rufina decided to take a walk.so we walked out of the centre and towards the junction 8 area then minu came and she joined us and then we saw athirah but she went to the language centre.and we continued walking till it was almost the end of the path then we turned back.really retarded.so then we went to class.it was still freakingly empty.less than half my class turned up.most of the vs guys didnt show.which was good.because then they'd be so retarded.no offense people.mlle lim gave us our final and overall marks.i got an A1 for french!whoopadeedoodoo.can you believe that?and english,which i speak everyday,everytime i get a B??how ridiculous.after that we watched a french movie.le papillon.the butterfly.it was nice.the girl,elsa,was very cute.and so innocent.and funny.

she told a joke : why did captain hook die?
because he scratched his balls

the whole class cracked up.it was really funny.i couldnt stop laughing.im laughing out loud right now.real hilarious.i didnt get to watch the ending of the movie because i went home earlier.have to ask athirah or dong ran about it.

going to swensons later to celebrate mum's birthday.i'd eat my all-time favourite frosted chocolate malt but i think tonight i'd try something new.the sticky chewy chocolate.cant wait!post exam days are GOOD.

tm.

Sunday, October 16, 2005

yesterday's saturday section of the newspaper had loads of interesting articles.if you havent read it then i suggest you should because its very informative.like did you know that flooding of the yangtze river in china in 1931 caused 4 miliion people to die?many cool facts to know.there were also articles on whether doomsday (aka the day the world ends) is nearing,the previous natural disasters that have occured in the world.and loads more.there was one particualr article that caught my attention however and made me feel kind of scared.

we all thought that singapore was safe from tsunamis because it is protected by other countries right?well we thought wrong.a meteorologist predicts that the epicentre of future earthquakes will shift northwards,north of the andaman and nicobar islands,where the Dec 26 quake struck.he predicts that "a big quake with a more northerly epicentre than the Dec 26 quake will generate a tsunami which will have a more direct route down to the Strait of Melacca,swamping Singapore and Malaysia.as the sea passage narrows,more water will build up and the wave will become bigger.singapore is relatively low-lying and quite flat and would be badly affected" that is really scary.what are we going to do if such a thing happens?if the wave is going to be bigger than the Dec 26 one,than singapore is roast meat.we will be submerged completely.i mean,who are we kidding?singapore is a small country.so for those of you who think we are perfectly safe from tsunamis,you are totally wrong.singapore will be in deep waters (excuse the pun) if the huge quake ever occurs.we can run,but we cant hide.where we going to run to?malaysia?RIGHT.all we can do right now ,like what mr yong says,is just say our prayers and hope we die first before that happens.

tm.

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Below is "A lullabye for the hungry"
Muhammad Mahdi Mahdi al-Jawahiri, "Lullaby for
the Hungry"

The Iraqi poet Muhammad Mahdi Mahdi al-Jawahiri,
who suffered exile and oppression, achieved
fame in the 1930's and 1940's. His poems
incited public criticism of political decadence
and compromise. In "Lullaby for the
Hungry," describes the temporary relief
that sleep offers the hungry, who are neglected
by the political leadership.

Lullaby for the Hungry

Sleep, You hungry people, sleep!
The gods of food watch over you.
Sleep, if you are not satiated
By wakefulness, then sleep shall fill you.
Sleep, with thoughts of smooth-as butter-promises,
Mingled with words as sweet as honey.
Sleep, and enjoy the best of health.
What a fine thing is sleep for the wretched!
Sleep till the resurrection morning
Then it will be time enough to rise.
Sleep in the swamps
Surging with silty waters.
Sleep to the tune of mosquitoes humming
As if it were the crooning of doves.
Sleep to the echo of long speechifyings
By great and eminent power politicians.
Sleep, You hungry people sleep!
For sleep is one of the blessings of peace.
It is stupid for you to rise,
Sowing discord where harmony reigns.
Sleep, for the reform of corruption
Simply consists in your sleeping on.
Sleep, You hungry people, sleep!
Dont cut off others livelihood.
Sleep, your skin cannot endure
The shower of sharp arrows when you wake.
Sleep, for the yards of jail houses
Are all teeming with violent death,
And you are the more in need of rest
After the harshness of oppression.
Sleep, and the leaders will find ease
From a sickness that has no cure.
Sleep, You hungry people, sleep!
For sleep is more likely to protect your rights
And it is sleep that is most conducive
To stability and discipline.
Sleep, I send my greetings to you;
I send you peace, as you sleep on.
Sleep, You hungry people, sleep!
The gods of food watch over you.
Sleep, You hungry people, sleep!
The gods of food watch over you.

taken from quizilla.com

i just watched this movie about corruption in the police force about 2 days ago.or more like the system of the police force.there really is a lot of corruption in this world.i wont do any naming but there are places where people bribe the police in order not to get caught or put behind bars.and the worse thing is,these police officers accept the bribes.which is sad,really.i mean if we want justice and peace and equality and fairness in this world,corruption isnt going to help.we need to destroy it.im not saying its going to be easy.of course its not.but we can at least try.we can make a difference.even if its a small effort.its still a difference.which is alot.and because of this corruption,some people may go to extreme measures just to destroy it.they kill people or bomb places.they become terrorists or something like that just to prove their point.and it only makes things worse.

this was all depicted in the movie i watched.there's this guy who's angry with the corruption of the police force because his father was murdered due to it and he wanted revenge.so then he kills this doctor and is caught.only he wont admit to his crime or say why he did it because he doesnt speak.its this rule or something of the gang he's in so as not to reveal the names of the gang members.and this policewoman wants to help him because she once killed someone and wants to reform him so that she can be freed of her past as it keeps haunting her.so she tries.and she was almost successful until she gets beaten up by her enemy who wants to be in charge of the case as he was the one who killed the guy's father and was afraid he might get caught.so the guy,who had fallen in love with the policewoman goes back to his old ways as he thought she had died.but she really didnt.she gets out of the hospital to find him,afraid that he might kill the guy who murdered his father.but when she gets to the police station where both of them are,she finds it ablaze and goes inside to see the guy beating up the corrupt police officer.and she tries to stop him because she knows that although the police officer was a corrupt one,the guy shouldnt kill him.so then she shoots the guy and he shoots the officer and it goes on like that till they both die.the policewoman of course feels sad because she too had fallen in love with the guy only she realized it too late.and she gets awarded because she helped expose the corruption within the police force.long-winding and complicated yeah,but these things are happening in the world.of course not so dramatic such that the criminal and policewoman fall in love.but hey i dont blame her,the guy WAS cute.anyway,efforts like the policewoman to bring justice and eradicate corruption should be made.because i've got news for you people.the world we're living in,yeah,its not all magical and wonderful as it seems.if you look closely,there are many problems its facing.poverty,corruption,discrimination,abuse,pollution.many things.so for those of you who think you're living in a world of fantasy,wake up.because the facts are there.you're NOT.

tm.

i'm all alone at home.just woke up and bathed again.life couldnt be better.nothing much happened yesterday.i just lazed around at home and watched tv the whole time.oh except in the afternoon when i helped my mother make cheesecake.it was so tempting.i was tempted to eat the crust because i was making that part of the cake.and it took every ounce of me to hold me back.temptations of any kind are one of my weaknesses.but all was not too bad.tried it after break fast.and it was GOOD.yup.i can now officially make cheesecakes.well,sort of anyway.holidays are really useful arent they?

and last night i had the most wonderful dream ever!i used to think chad micheal murray wasnt really hot.but i was wrong.man is he HOT!i dreamt of him last night and he was so sweet.i shan't elaborate because then it wouldnt be private anymore.maybe i'll only tell my disco m

amas.if you guys wanna know.speaking of hot guys,tonight's episode of lost on channel 5 is the one that boone dies.it's oh-so-sad.really.heart-breaking even.but i'm still going to watch it.there are scenes where he doesnt have a shirt on.haha.anyways,i want to watch some tv now.so that'll be it for now.tata people.

tm.

btw,aren't the pictures just delicious?

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

this is the life man.finals are over.i can sleep in because there's no school today,tomorrow and friday.i just woke up and bathed.life is GOOD.

went home with hanis yesterday.met her at tanah merah station where we planned to meet.i got out of the mrt and was finding her then i saw her.she was outside the train.and i was like "HANIS!!" then we ran back in the mrt.very retarded.yes.

i don't know what to do right now.it's so BORING.but then again i'd rather much stay at home then go to school.its been a week of fasting already.and i missed one day.oh well.its pretty fast.soon it'll be raya and then i can go jalan raya with my friends!cant wait.and yesterday my grandmother and grandfather gave money for me and my siblings to buy new baju.and they gave me extra $10.talk about easy money.its really sad,i'm at home living the good life while my friends are in school either studying or taking exams.haha.well good luck to those who still have exams and salams and happy fasting to all muslims!patience people.raya will come soon enough.patience is a virtue.keep that in mind.

tm.

Monday, October 10, 2005

i think i speak for others when i say that today's math paper was another scam to kill us poor students.i mean seriously.it was freaking DIFFICULT.at least i finished most of the questions.i didn't leave any blank.just did some workings.i'd be happy if i can PASS.and that's low.real LOW.some people didnt even do some sections.aashi for example didnt do section B.and jolene didnt do the graph question completely.we're all going to fail.JOY TO THE WORLD.well mrs hoy did tell us that the paper was set such that 25% of the level will fail,aprroximately 10 per class.well you know what,mrs hoy.i wouldnt be surprised if 25% of the level actually PASSES.good god.i hate math.and tomorrow's malay.another death scam.

speaking of death,i really feel sorry for the victims of the latest earthquake in india,afghanistan and pakistan.over 30,000 are already confirmed dead.i wish i could do SOMEthing to help.i feel so useless sitting here,blogging about it and doing absolutely NOTHING.oh.that reminds me of something weird that happened the day the earthquake occurred.i slept in the afternoon and dreamt of an earthquake.and there was this japanese guy who was saying "on otoyo".god knows what that means.[though i hope to find out. so if you know what it means, (if it IS a word in the first place) please tell me.] and when i awoke,i found out that an earthquake did occur.only not in japan or anything.freaky or what?definitely freakeey.

i was just blog hopping and i realized some people are really shallow.i'm sorry if you feel offended when reading this but if you don't like what i'm saying then get your booty outta here.because really,i'm not asking you to like my blog anyway.so as i was saying,some people are downright SHALLOW.i mean,first of all,they think they own the world or something and the whole wide world revolves around them.well reality check people,IT DOES NOT.so bloody hell WAKE UP.stop being so self-centered.there are other people in the world too you know.you just think of yourselves and nothing else.every single thing done has to be to your liking and pleasure,which is so not the way.because if you acutally use that brain of yours,you'd realize there are people who REALLY need help.like the earthquake victims for instance.or the recent bali bomb blast victims.or the hurricane katrina victims.people are DYING and all you care about is whether you look hot in a bloody photo.people can be real shallow.seriously,what is wrong with the people of this world??what happened to the spirit of humanity?where's your compassion people?

okaye.i realize i sound like some debater or something.its not that i'm pissed or anything.i'm just simply trying to state a point.people nowadays care too much about themselves to care about what's going on with the rest of the world.

i hope the recent earthquake in pakistan and india bonds the people together.i hope they stop fighting.they've been doing that for so long.i guess this quake is a blessing in disguise.hope it brings the pakistanis and the indians together.and maybe they'll realize that there's no use fighting anymore.

man,i should really think of taking up debating.

tm.

Friday, October 07, 2005

4 down 2 to go.alright!now all that's left is maths and hmt paper 2.science wasn't too difficult.i expected it to be harder.not too bad.

went home with hanis just now.took the bus with BIG city,sharifah,nani,amirah,ain and andik to tampines interchange.then they went to take neoprints.i didn't because i didnt have money and was going to wait for hanis.so i waited for hanis at the interchange.then the bus came and she alighted.maryam,dian,nadhirah and aishah were also there.so good to see them again.dian was like "aah!tasneem!" then she hugged me.awww.so sweet!<33>

tm.

Thursday, October 06, 2005

got this from quizilla.very cool.check it out yourself.

Element Light

You Element Is Light and Sun:
You Are the rarest of all ElementsYou have a very kind and gentle spirit. People
really look up to you, and wonder how you
became such a beautiful person.Because of your
beauty Inoccense,and Pure soul you are also
Strong and would never let anybody step on
you.You afraid of darkness but show courage
against it.Your kind of guy Would die for you
and would never cheat on you. He'd Also Cares
For You Alot (Human Or Angel).

HAPPY FASTING TO ALL MUSLIMS!

yayy.i'm fasting today!and i'm hungry.and i need to study for my science tomorrow.i've not even studied half of the stupid textbook.i'm dreading studying the chapters on drugs,smoking,alcohol,solutions and suspensions and the separation methods.i hate those stupid chapters.too many stupid facts to memorize.and i want to sleep later in the afternoon.and i need to go to the mosque with my brother to collect the bubur.i need to do all these and yet i'm online.well bloody smart ain't it?

and if i haven't mentioned it before then i'm going to say it now.lit SUCKS!the paper just now was ridiculous.i didn't even understand the last passage.i mean,who the hell takes an exam where you drink some stupid drink and then go into a freaking room with a freaking machine.who does that?seriously.i mean,that was super stupid.i'll be happy if i pass the paper.shit.i hate science.better get started on studying.ciao people.

tm.

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

just came back from school.pretty early.at around 10.45 .had HMT final today.the karangan section.which totally sucked.considering i hate malay.but it really wasn't too bad.tomorrow's lit.ugh.hate lit too.so BORING.it would be great if the teachers weren't half-dead.

my shoulders are now aching from swinging on the bars yesterday.now i remember what i wanted to post yesterday.ain challenged me to eat her fries which she had had enough of as they were dry and andik didnt put sauce on it.so i ate it and won easy money.talk about easy.haha.then after that went to play at the bars.to see who could stay on the longest.i'm the reigning champion!lol.and that's why my shoulders are aching now.

today's the start of fasting.i'm not though.fasting i mean.hopefully i will be able to tomorrow.

it's so cold today.was raining when i woke up.and when i was going home with ain,nani,amirah,sharifah and sakina in the bus,it was shivering.it was SO cold.then sakina and i remembered the time when we were in perth.during the farmstay.i remembered it was so cold my teeth were chattering!and i'm still cold right now.my toes are especially.and i have a blocked nose.when i'm cold i'll usually get a blocked nose.just like ain.haha.

cockroaches should burn in hell.i saw 9 within the space of two days.in fact,not really two days.it was between yesterday evening and this morning.it's because of the weather i suppose.but still.9 in two days!!that's ridiculous.and boy was i freaked out.i'm surprised i didnt pass out.i saw 5 yesterday.when i was going for mengaji.2 of them were still alive.and the other 3 dead.but they were all at the staircase area which i had to climb to get to the ustaz's house as it was on the 2nd floor.then when i was coming down,with my sister in front,i was telling her about the 5 bloody cockroaches when she suddenly cursed aloud.and i though it was because there was a giant cockroach or something.but it was only a cat who'd given her a scare.haha.scared the shit out of me.the man sitting under the block laughed at us.then my stupid sister scared the cat and cursed it,only making the man laugh at us again.i really hate cockroaches.

tm.

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

folks are out.so its just me and my brother and sister.and today,like yesterday,was pretty much a slacking day.most of the periods were free periods as the teachers let us do individual revision.though most of the time there were no "individual" neither was there "revision".especially during math and for at least half a period of legacy.mrs hoy didnt come for math class today.so the class,as usual,was in a frenzy.people in their groups,chatting,playing.then suddenly someone announced that the principal and vice principal were coming.and everyone scurried back to their seats faster than you can say "what?" haha.it was so funny let me tell you.since i got to see everything as i was already in my seat and was watching everyone,all amused.then when the P and VP walked past our class,we all acted like angels,all so quiet and studying and all.though some were scared shit,others were trying not to laugh.i on the other hand was snickering because i found the whole episode entirely amusing.then when they had passed our class,everyone burst into giggles and laughter.god it was hilarious.and i guess the proverb "once bitten twice shy" doesnt apply as the same thing happened in the next period.which was legacy.mrs andre was supposed to come in.but she was running late.and like before everyone was everywhere.then suddenly someone shouted "teacher's coming" and everyone scurried to their seats again.i burst out laughing,looking at them.like before,i was in my seat already.god it was hilarious.there was something else i wanted to say but i forgot.oh well.

i'm gonna have to go soon.have to study.finals are this week and next starting tomorrow and ending next tuesday.although english was last friday.tomorrow's higher malay.boy am i dead.i SUCK in malay.i'm really in for it now.i'm so dreading tomorrow.oh but tomorrow we start fasting.well not me because i cant.what a bummer.i think i'd dash now.au revoir people.

tm.

Sunday, October 02, 2005

lalala.i'm bored now.have pretty much nothing to do.oh friendster has a new feature where we can check who's been viewing our profiles.FINALLY.that's cool.okay now i dont know what to say.oh yeah.bali's been bombed again.sad,really.wonder if zafirah is still going there.which reminds me,i better tell her.so i'm off now people.and i LOVE my disco mamas!MUACKZ.big,fat,wet kiss to you guys!

tm.