Tuesday, July 26, 2005
i am so sleepy!!had bball phototaking just now.i havent seen the informal photo but i know im going to love it.mega would look retarded.ain pulled her ponytail which caused her to look up just when the photographer snapped the photo.haha.couldnt stop laughing.tomorrow's home ec.hope the kebabs turn out good.the past dishes that we made,spaghetti,fried rice,marcaroni soup,they werent that nice.some way or the other.oh and my petit test also.damn.i havent studied.
yesterday that stupid clumsy sharifah made a fool of herself during recess in the canteen.i had stacked everyone's plates and was carrying them and she was walking behind me.walking on the bench to be precise.she must have slipped or something because the next thing i knew,she grabbed my sleeve and pulled me down.the spoons and forks clattered to the table and she screamed,making me do the same.was it embarrassing or was it embarrassing?lol.but we had a good laugh.
and oh my god,yesterday's episode of incredible tales was damn scary.i was screaming my head off,ok well not exactly,but i was scared shit and covered my face with a cushion.but my favourite part was with the indian guy.he was hilarious.the way he spoke especially.lol.
you know,lately i've been feeling...i dont know,left out.like,everything they talk about,i have no clue.and when i ask them,they just say its nothing.everything's a secret that i dont know of.and its really frustrating.i dont think im going to be able to stand being pushed around and being taken for granted any longer.i just need a little thing to trigger me.and they are oblivious to what i feel like.of course, they ask me if im alright.and i say i am.but cant they see that i am not?im not alright.im not alright at all.do you even care?do you even notice?i doubt so.my life is seriously getting more complicated by the second.oh well.life's like that.
im gonna go now.so tata.
tm.