Friday, July 22, 2005
just came back from swimming.im so tired.and im so tanned!!it looks like its going to rain.hope it doesnt.it gets really cold in the night.i'm so confused!!i dont know what to do.i've been doing alot of thinking and this past few days that seems to be mostly what i've been doing.i cant think straight.so many thoughts run through my head at the same time and i dont know what to do anymore.if i had to keep it all in any longer i'd assure you i'd explode.thank goodness i've gotten it out.im not going to tell what has been going on.i cant.beacause if i do,lets just say things would get pretty ugly.thanks for being there when i needed you.i really had to get it off my chest.you were so kind and understanding.thanks.i couldnt have thought of any other person to have told it to.i knew i could trust you.thanks.well thats it for now.tm.