Saturday, August 06, 2005
that's it.it's all over.season 1 of lost i mean.have to wait for the next one.god knows when it will air.shazee's right.at the end,there'll be more questions than answers.wont say anything so i won't spoil it for those who dont know the ending.singapore's airing is really late.well the good thing was they showed boone,in the last 3 episodes.just in flashbacks though.thats good enough.oh and in the first episode too.his funeral.that was sad.his face was hardened and so lifeless.well he was dead.damn those producers.oh well.nobody said life was fair.yesterday's sing singapore ROCKED!!i loved it.hanis and i went at 6 to get seats first.we saw mdm lim and chatted with her awhile.then at 6.30 anita came.likewise,chatted awhile.then zafirah came at 6.45.we said hi to cikgu salina who was busy with the welcoming party people.then we decided to sneak in to the building because we didnt want to sit in the canteen,just wasnt fun.so we did.us and hui hui and her friends.it was so fun.we were so nervous but we didnt really care.we just wanted to get into the hall.we almost did but then muneerah called and she was coming,she needed the ticket which was in my bag which was in the canteen so then we went down again,with my sister as she could sneak us in because she was participating in the finale item.after getting muneerah and our bags,this lady,whom i found out later was bettina's mum,was walking around and when she saw us she asked why my sister was down there when she wasnt supposed to be.so we got scared.but then suddenly she told us to follow her because she was going to get us hall seats.we were utterly shocked.she was so nice!she gave us the "parent volunteer child" stickers to paste and led us.we managed to get seats,on the floor.which was better anyway.we were cheering and clapping so loudly.sharifah maryam and siti joined us too.we saw fadhil and firdaus.oh it was fantastic.the children dancing were so CUTE!!then during the dikir barat performance,hanis screamed so loudly everyone turned to look at her.we laughed so hard,i thought my stomach was going to burst.she was damned embarrassed.haha.my brother's group emerged first in his category.then after the show,when they were going to let down the balloons,we ran like little kids to grab one.i managed to get a purple balloon!my favourite colour,purple.haha.it was really great to be back in prps again with my bestest friends.cant wait to go back on teacher's day.
speaking about friends,cant believe they didnt ask what happened.but then again im not surprised.so-called friends.acting as if everything's alright.well it isnt.cant see the truth.oh maybe they can but they cant be bothered.well if thats how they want to be then so be it.i cant put up with them anymore.dont know what i did wrong.cant think of anything i did to make them act that way.well if there was one thing i did wrong,its trusting them as my friends.thats what i did wrong.
tm.