i realised i havent blogged in like a really long time.i shall thank the people who gave me presents on my birthday.here goes.

BIG THANK YOU TO:

1)my parents for the ipod,$100 bucks and Swensons treat
2)my sister for giving me the Billabong wallet which i stupidly broke
3)my brother for giving me a new pen and correction tape because i was seriously broke and couldnt buy them
4)Arra for all the candy and the cute little teddy
5)Amirah and Shikin for the card and Hershey's chocolate.i <3>
6)Ain for the fab pencil box.
7)Aashi for the pretty bracelet
8)Thanida for the box of coloured pens.
9)Andik and Nani for the phone pouch,bracelet,necklace and earrings
10)Sharifah,Siti and Amirah for the notebook and phone strap.
11)Fiona for the keychain
12)Aunty La for the purple duffel bag.i <3333>
13)Nani and Nana for $20
14)Priya for the keychain and phone strap
15)Zaf and Mun for the pretty necklace.

thank you all.the list is supposed to be longer because i havent really received all my presents.but i'm not going to wait.anyhow,i love them all and thanks once again everyone.

damn i'm sick now.Siti passed the cold to me alright.only too late.i wanted to get sick earlier so i could skip school but i'm sick now and i cant skip school because there's that flipping math spring test tomorrow which i havent studied for.i still dont understand the algebra factorisation thinger.oh well.i finished the stupid art homework.did pointillism.actually it was Georges Seurat that appropiated pointillism.not Paul Seurat.there's no such person.of course Mdm Seah wouldnt know that.she teaches Geography.my deepest sympathies to those who have her as a Geog teacher.i understand what you're going through.

i changed my skin.i used the skin of the day on my birthday.the post column is small and so my posts look extra longgg.

i'm going to go watch the pontianak show.i dont understand what's going on.who's Meriam and what's the deal with stealing babies?i dont get it.i shall ask someone at school tomorrow.ciao.

tm.

ok so i just,well not really just,but i came back late today.i had school and then had to go for French.not that i'm complaining.then i went to Swensons for my birthday ice cream treat.got a free firehouse ice cream.im so full,i feel like puking.im so tired too.so i'll thank the people who gave me the lovely presents in my next post.i'm off to bed now.ciao people.and thanks for all the presents.well,now i'm 14.happy birthday to me!

tm.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

i'll write a post thanking the people who gave me presents another time.right now,we're having computer enrichment so we're cutting and pasting photos on background and i love the one i made.so i'll post them here.

i cant load them and i have to go.so adios.

tm.

and just when we thought the wet spell was over.there it goes raining again.but i'm not complaining though.it's kinda nice when it rains.so just now i was playing this racing car game on the XBOX and conclude that i suck.in that game i mean.i kept crashing the car against the sides and barriers.at the end of the race,my Honda was a total wreck.i'm only supposed to complete 2 laps and the other cars overtook me and were in their like what,4,5 lap?shows how i really sucked.but as the saying goes,practice makes perfect!so that's what i'm going to do.i'm determined to play until i stop crashing my car.there's pretty much nothing else to blog about.so i'll end here.

tm.

i've been so sleepy this past week i've slept like at least 5 times this week.i slept twice today.i never really thought anyone could sleep in class.i guess i was wrong.haha.i wanted to blog about something but i forgot what.Zaf's on the waiting list to transfer to my french class.that's probably the best news i've heard in ages.my birthday's in FIVE days.i cant wait!i'll be fourteen.it seems small compared to Pron being already 16 and Thanida and Arra and YiBo are 15.yeah i can say who my mortal is.apparently she knew who i was a week ago!well now i can say hi whenever i see her.i'm feeling sleepy again even though i had like,a 1hour nap before french class.i want to change my friendster profile.it's like so old.something's wrong with the class blog.i cant see it.jolene is changing the skin.speaking of her,science period was so retarded.jolene was writing down a few email and blog addresses and she wanted to draw 2 pigs kissing.her drawing came out unintelligible.what the heck it was i dont know.then she drew another one and it turned out looking like a mouse.then she drew another one and it came out looking like a cow.she insisted it was a pig.but she drew yet another one and it came out looking like a bear.then she gave up.she still insisted it was a pig.then georgienne passed us a note showing the proper way of drawing a pig.we laughed so much and Mr Ho kept shushing us.real stupid.i honestly cant remember what the hell it was i wanted to say.nevermind.Yasmeen adn Daneesh are playing with the XBOX we just got.we got free from something.kind of cool.i mean,many people are just dying to have it and we get it for free.oh did i mention that for music lessons in Term 2,we'll be learning to play the guitar.ultra cool.Mrs Lee said that sec 2's get to learn the guitar only once in 2 years which means that last year's sec 2's and next year's sec 2's wont get to learn.haha.poor them.anyway,i want to change my friendster profile.ta darlings.

tm.

so i'm researching for some paintings of George Seurat on Pointillism and i suddenly feel very sleepy.as in very sleepy.my eyes are practically half closed.i fell asleep for awhile during assembly.i fall asleep in class alot now.i slept during dnt too yesterday.PE today was good.we played hockey again.my team played against Fiona's and we won!yahooo!rest of the day went by fine.assembly was pretty boring,which explains why i slept.there was a performance on chinese opera.no offense to anyone,but i dont like chinese opera because the people in the opera with the heavy make-up and all scare me.seriously.i've always been afraid of them and i get nightmares.that's why i didnt pay attention during assembly.

yesterday i went to class 2M for my french class.it's much more boisterous than my previous class.and the guys are actually not lame.i still hope zaf can transfer to my class though.

i'm practically falling asleep in front of the computer.so i better go before i actually do.

tm.

MY BIRTHDAY WISH LIST

1)Backstreet Boys concert tickets
2)a camera
3)a pencilbox
4)a duffel bag
5)more toe and finger rings
6)a charm bracelet (since i broke the last one i had)
7)maybelline lipgloss
8)a funkey phone pouch
9)a jacket
10)the astrology book i saw at parkway.actually any kind will do,so long as it's interesting.i'm an aquarian by the way.
11)a water bottle.the one i have is all destroyed now
12)the second part of Sweet Valley's Treasure in Death Valley.the second part of the book is Nightmare In Death Valley(i've yet to read it and it kills me not knowing the ending)

it's all updated now.unless i think of something else to add.

tm.

Everybody knows that I was such a fool to ever let go of you
Baby I was wrong
Yeah I know I said we'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on
I know I broke your heart, I didn't mean to break your heart
But baby here I am

Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth and now I'm crawling back to you

I know you're in there and you can make me wait
But I'm not gonna waitIt's the least that I can do, just to tell you face to face
I was lying to myself, now I'm dying in this hell
Girl I know you're mad, I can't blame you for being mad
But baby here I am

Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and now I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth and now I'm crawling back to you

If you could see these tears I'm crying
Touch these hands that can't stop shaking
Hear my heart that's barely beating
You will see a different man

But baby here I am
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chanceAre you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth, now I'm crawling back to you

sharifah and i are addicted to this song.

and finally it isnt raining today.it's sunny but there's a slight cool breeze.both my big toes are hurting!i've a mosquito bite on my left toe and i don't know why my right one is hurting.i think it's because my nail is digging into the flesh.that's weird because i just cut my nails last week.and now my left leg muscle is cramped.i think it's because i played hockey during P.E. just now.me,Andik,Aishwarya and Ili were in one team.Ili is pretty good.she said she used to play hockey back in Canada.our stupid ball went into the drain.so we had to lift the heavy metal drain cover and since nobody wanted to take the ball out of the drain,(it was wet)I had to do it.but we didnt play with it because by then P.E. was over.today was pretty good.there's no homework.thank god.but i haven't done yesterday's history and math homework.so i still have that to do.but there's very little.taking a few quizzes on Tickle.it's all whoreshit but it's fun and helps pass time.oh i forgot to mention i saw Benjamin Goh in the MRT on the way home yesterday.he didnt recognize me at first.his voice has already broke.haha.it was so funny.and then in the bus,i saw Suffian and Ahmad Fahmy.weird.and today,the bus was full of bloody mats and minahs.ugh.thank god my stop is the 3rd one from the interchange.and those flipping mats were talking in malay about me,i know.most people think i dont speak malay.that's one of the advantages of not looking like one,you get to know what people are saying about you without them know it.real suckers.my celebrity match is Ben Affleck.i prefer Chad Micheal Murray or Josh Hartnett please.anyway,i'm going to go back to my quizzes.

tm.

MY BIRTHDAY WISH LIST

1)Backstreet Boys concert tickets
2)a camera
3)a pencilbox
4)a duffel bag
5)more toe and finger rings
6)a bracelet (since i broke the one i had)
7)maybelline lipgloss
8)a funkey phone pouch
9)a jacket
10)the astrology book i saw at parkway.actually any kind will do,so long as it's interesting.i'm an aquarian by the way.
11)a water bottle.the one i have is all destroyed now.

ok so this is the thing i was going to do.i once saw somewhere where this person wrote what he felt about some people down on his blog.he wrote what he thought and felt about them and the good thing is they dont know it's them because he didnt write any names.i think it's kinda cool because you can let out what you're feeling without anybody getting hurt.and that's exactly what i'm going to do.

1)you guys are the bestest people in the whole world.i've known you for more than half my life now and we've always been friends.but we're MUCH closer now.you guys have always got my back and always will,i know.i don't know what i'd do without you.you guys are the bestest friends a girl can ever ask for.thanks for everything.we'll be friends forever.i love you guys to bits!(don't forget our soon-to-come-when-i-get-my-license roadtrip!)<33333333333

2)i can't believe you.all my life you made me believe a lie.i thought i could trust you.i loved you.and when people started bad-mouthing you,i wanted to stand up for you.but i didnt.and i'm glad i didnt.because what they were saying weren't lies.they were all true.you lied to me.i respected you.i admired you.i wanted to be just like you.i loved you.but not anymore.you lied to me and i hate liars.all my life,you led me to believe lies.if there's a truth in all of this,it's that YOU are the lie.i hate you.

3)i dont know what i call you guys anymore.i thought you were my friends.but what you did today was the last straw.there were a few things before this but i didnt say anything because i still wanted to be friends with you.i mean,yeah,i do love you.but i've already given you many chances and you just blew the last one.you may think it's petty but it's really the principle of it all.if you look deep,you'll understand.you can't push me around and i won't let you.so if you think that you can treat me like dirt,well then you're very wrong.right now,all i feel towards you guys is just anger.pure anger.

4)my bestfriend.my sister.my cousin.i love,love,love you!i've known you ALL my life since i was born.i remember seeing a picture of you carrying me when i was a baby.we've always been close.we never fought.we just can't.we've had loads of fun times together.there'll be more to come.you're not my sister,but you're like the older sister i never had.i know i can always turn to you if i need help.thanks for being there alway.i love you!<33333333

5)my friend-who-like-me-pretends-to-be-married-to-a-superstar-though-i-can't-stand-him!you're so sweet and cute and adorable.i love you too!dont worry about what's going on right now.we'll still be friends yeah?and we must write more letters to each other!i know you'll always provide me with a laugh.don't be such a dickhead always yeah?i love your chocolate cake.but i love you more!<333

6)YOU.ugh.do you really believe that the world is made out of fairie dust and pixie glitter?come on.open your flipping eyes.look around you.you really make me sick.i mean,i thought you were supposed to be smart but you're just so childish.it really makes me feel like puking at your stupidity.it's no wonder you've got many people who hate you.you're plastic,man.you're fake.that's what you are.inside you,there's nothing.and one day,you're going to run out of all that fake-ness and then we'll see what becomes of you.i almost feel sorry for you.maybe there's still hope yet.you just have to get back down to earth.

7)and YOU too.you're just like that too.i can't believe you.i thought you would be sensible enough.but no.you're not.when i first met you,i thought you were just like that,all fake.then i started to get to know you and i thought maybe,maybe,there might be a real person in you after all.but i was right.you're made of plastic too.you're fake.and i never want to wander into your world ever again.and now you're ignoring me?haha.it figures.typical of you.

8)my bestest friend in the whole world!i've known you ever since i moved here,since we were 6!and we've been best friends ever since too.you make me laugh.i love love you!you're so sweet and cute and funny and the bestest friend ever.thanks for always being there for me.we'll always be the bestest of friends yeah?you'll always be my jess,my priscilla,my cinderella and my laddoo!love you lots!<333333>



ok so i'm done with that.phew.it feels like a huge weight's been lifted off my shoulders.it's really great.i managed to write down what i really feel and think about people and they dont even know it's them.well i have to go now.more next time.ta darlings,

tm.

and it's STILL raining.it has been the whole day.it's kinda nice but it kinda sucks too because it limits what you can do.art period was funny.so i was sitting with Deannie and Fiona and Thanida and Denise with me and Fiona facing Denise and Deannie and Thanida at the side.so mdm Seah was,as usual,droning on about god knows what when suddenly she tells me and Fiona to face the front.(our backs were faced to her)so then i moved my chair to sit beside Deannie and we started looking at our palms.Thanida knows a bit of palmistry so we were looking at our lifelines.Deannie's was pretty ok and then i was going to show her mine because mine is really long and then mdm Seah suddenly says "no palm reading in class.YOU,(pointing at me)move to the front!" and i'm like "what the hell?" of course i didnt say it out loud.so i moved my chair,again,to the front.i was trying hard not to laugh out loud.of course looking at everyone else trying to do the same made me want to pee in my pants.i managed to hold my laughter till i sat down.real stupid.then Andik and i wrote letters to each other.she told me to address her as Mrs Radcliffe.and i told her to address me as Mrs Somerhalder.(that's Ian Somerhalder,the actor who plays Boone in Lost and who unfortunately dies)and we wrote this retarded letters pretending we were long lost friends and i told her i was vacationing in Paris.haha.art took up the last two periods of the day and so we went back to class where we had to stay back awhile to take a survey or some sort.and well,there was a bit of friction.oh the class survey thing was fine.it was some other matter but i shan't elaborate because it's just a waste of my flipping time.i'm going to post this thingy after this.so it's the end of this one.look out for the other one.

tm.

my birthday list is like WAAAAY down so i'm going to post it again so that you'll know what i want.so here it is.

MY BIRTHDAY WISH LIST
1)Backstreet Boys concert tickets
2)a camera
3)a pencilbox
4)a duffel bag
5)more toe and finger rings
6)a bracelet (since i broke the one i had)
7)maybelline lipgloss
8)a funkey phone pouch
9)a jacket
10)the astrology book i saw at parkway.actually any kind will do,so long as it's interesting.i'm an aquarian by the way.
11)a water bottle.the one i have is all destroyed now.

so there you have it peeps.and my birthday to remind you,is in exactly 2 weeks from now.get your presents ready!

turrah.

tm.

i'm in school now.we're having enrichment and supposed to be learning how to use the Adobe Photoshop thing.naturally,nobody's paying attention and we're all trying to access friendster and that's why my friendster page is taking so flipping long to load.had the dreaded Math CA just now.the first question was difficult and i left it blank because i didnt manage to solve it.i've for sure lost 3 marks.anyway who cares about that.right now i'm getting sharifah and amirah and siti to log on to www.shrineofinsanity.com and try out the stories.it's really cool.i've done them all a million times.but there have been no new additions lately.i'm going for french later.pretty boring.i dont really want to go but i have to so i can hand in my class transfer form.it's still cold even though it's not raining.


hari raya haji was kind of bland yesterday.i didnt go out anywhere.thanks to the rain.but nani,nana and shereen came over so it wasnt so bad.mummy cooked this fab chicken dish.i dont know what it's called.she says it's a new recipe.


i have to go out of the lab so ciao people.

tm.

http://www.outofservice.com/music-personality-test/results/?complex=65&edgy=64&fun=74&energetic=89



just some random music personality test.i havent finished reading the results myself that's why i've posted it here.just click on the link and it'll direct you to the page.

tm.

rain rain,go away
come again another day

it's been raining ever since yesterday.it rained the whole of yesterday.and most of today.which is why i'm at home and not on my way back from basketball.training was cancelled due to the rain.i had plenty of time to go for french but decided to skip it because i didnt feel like going anyway.besides i'm transferring class soon so it doesnt really matter.zaf and i are transferring to the tuesday-friday slot at 4.30 hopefully we'll be in the same class.i already got Mrs Khoo to sign the class transfer form.i just have to give it to the office.it's really chilly now.my fingers and toes are cold.and the windows are closed.perfect weather to be lazying at home.thank god there's no school tomorrow.it's Hari Raya Haji.nothing special.Daneesh might be going to the mosque to collect the kambing.


school was pretty much okay today.we chose our mortals and i started writing to mine straighaway.i'm awaiting her reply now.i went home with my junior Priya since my friends were nowhere to be found.Priya kept dropping her keychain.it was this circle furry thing that rolled everywhere.she dropped it at least 2 times.haha.she's pretty cool for a junior.


and i just exited a conversation with this lame excuse for a guy.what a loser.using his brother's MSN account to chat and then finding fault with people.go to hell you bastard.and GET A LIFE.whatever.i shan't waste any more of my anger on him.


there's a Math CA on wednesday,which happens to be Andik's and Thanida's 14th and 15th birthdays respectively.i've already gotten their presents.Andik will be getting her precious Eeyore plushie.it isnt a surprise as she told me what she wanted.likewise with Thanida.she said she wanted something useful.and so i asked if she wanted a notebook because she's smart and always taking notes and stuff,i figured she could use one.so i bought a notebook.

i think i'm going to stop typing now.i practically cant feel my fingers.they're almost numb from the cold and i keep typing the wrong thing and backspacing it.cold weather makes me crack my knuckles more often.

tm.

so this was a retarded day.especially during assembly.Deannie missed the bus,or rather,the bus missed her.she was right there and the school bus just drove past.i didnt see her though.and she ended up having to take a taxi to school.poor Deannie.we had the temperature-taking today.everyone was fine.haha.why would anyone of us get bird flu anyway?Olivia just came back from school after 2 day's MC though.and during PE we took our height and weight.i'm still 1.64m.i havent grown since last year!Deannie,who was the same height as i was last year,is now 5 cm taller than me!every one of my friends grew at least 1 cm.except for Thanida.well we'll just wait around till we do grow again.mt,english and geography were quite ok.nothing particularly interesting or funny.it was the assembly that was silly.Ain and i sat at the side of the hall.we weren't paying attention to the principal's speech.we kept laughing and talking about silly shows on tv and making up spastic remarks about the school values and sniffing the air to try and determine the source of food the aroma came from because we were sitting directly above the canteen and Ain and i were sitting near the window.we took off our badges and tried bending them.she could bend hers.i couldn't!then we put them back on and started laughing for no particular reason.Sharifah just stared at us like we were a couple of morons,which i guess we were.then we had to do this survey thing.Sharifah and Ain kept drawing on my legs.and i kept swatting their hands away because Sharifah's pen was ticklish and Ain's was just painful.i managed to draw a smiley face on Sharifah's shoe.she drew two on my shoes last year with my brown pen.i couldnt get it out.and on my way home,i stopped at White Sands's McDonalds to buy an ice cream because i was really hungry.and i had a weird conversation with the guy.or rather,the guy was weird.this was how it went.

Weird Guy: yes mam,what would you like?
Me: one ice cream cone please.
Weird Guy:(still standing and not making a move to go make my ice cream)so how was your holidays?
Me:uh...it was good.
Weird Guy:where did you go?
Me:Malaysia.
Weird Guy:(finally going to make my ice cream)which part?
Me:KL.
Weird Guy:(passes me my ice cream and stands there)oh.i went a little further up then you.i went to Genting Highlands.it was so cold.you don't even need to switch on the air-con.it was very cold.
Me:(wanting to get away from there but at the same time trying to be polite)yeah.i've been there before.ok,thank you.

the guy's a nutcase.i mean,ok fine,if you want to make conversation,that's alright.but after giving me my ice cream,you don't have to tell me about where you went because frankly I DON'T CARE.i mean everybody knows Genting is cold.besides,i'd already gotten my ice cream and wanted to go home.so what's the deal?real freakcase.

on a lighter note,Aashi is going to get me the bracelet and rings that i want for my birthday.so that's 2 more items off my list.Thanida's and Andik's birthdays are next Wednesday.Andik wants an Eyore plushie and Thanida wants something useful so i'm getting her a notebook or diary or something.i pity them,they've got to do a Math CA on their birthdays.i do too but it isnt my birthday.on my birthday last year,i had a Math and Geography test.it really sucked.my birthday's in 20 days.get your cash ready people,you're going to need it for my presents!

tm.

first day of school was rad.i already have a junior!her name's Priya and she's from White Sands Primary.i dont know her class yet but i'll check with her tomorrow.now i'm going to recount my day.i took the school bus and saved a place for Deannie as usual.then we started chatting away and trying to spot nerdy sec ones.unfortunately,there werent.in the bus i mean.and the sec ones were so noisy!practically half the bus was occupied by them.the funny indian guy isnt taking the bus anymore.Deannie and i are half-glad.he was so annoying!he'd speak so loudly on the phone to his mum.but we were also half-sad because he was quite entertaining.i mean once,he overslept and didnt get off at his school stop.so he had to wait till all the TKGS girls alighted and go back to the stop he was supposed to alight at.real silly.so then anyway,Deannie and i went up to our class and said hi to everyone.we were so excited to see them all again.and there's a new girl in our class.her name's Ili Rahan.she's from Canada.she's malay but she stayed there for 4 years since she was 9.she's taking French as her 2nd language but doesnt know when is her timing is.she's cool.so then we had to go to the hall where we almost fell asleep and died during the speeches.6 in all.or was it 7?can'r remember.after that we went back to class and played some retarded game and went for recess.i got to eat my chicken burger!i missed that.then we went back to class and did the filling up forms thingy and the class committee elections were held.so this term,thanida will be the class chair.and next term it'll be me.i seriously didnt want to get elected because it's such a huge responsibility and i dont think i'm up for it.but i guess now i have no choice.and i guess it'll be kind of fun because Ain and Ili will be in the class committee in semester 2 too.so yeah.first day of school wasnt so bad.the sec ones were pretty okay.i saw this one girl who was so tall!taller than i am.and i'm 5"3.Aashi,Ain,Thanida and i converted our heights in M to Ft today using Ain's calculator.oh and my form teachers are Mrs Lim and Mrs Andre.Mrs Lim isnt so bad.i like her actually.they let us seat according to our likes.so i'm sitting right at the back with Aashi and Siti.i think this year is going to be fab.tomorrow i have french.i might be changing classes to the Tuesday-Thursday session because basketball practice isn't on Thursday anymore.hopefully,i can get into Muneerah's class.Zaf got so jealous just now when i called Munya.haha.2006 is already looking good.


tm.

HAPPY NEW YEAR FOLKS!


it is finally 2006,after much waiting.i always get kind of sentimental when it's new year's eve.like i dont want to let go of the year,dont want things to change again.but i have to.and i guess i have to learn to let go.because if i dont,then there wont be more room for more fun shit.so this is like the first entry of the year.and since it's new year's day,i'll list down the 5 things i loved about 2005.


THE 5 THINGS I LOVED ABOUT 2005

1) i became a teen!i mean,it's so good not to be a kid anymore and i did stuff i never did before.teenhood is absolutely fab.

2)i entered secondary school.i was a little scared to leave behind PRPS and all my old friends but i never regret doing so because i'm having a hella fun.i love 1e3!

3)aunty parveen's engagement.it rocked!the dance was great and it was just really fun.

4)i got a handphone.no doubt,having one is the bomb.

5)my parents gave me and ipod as an early birthday present.and i LOVE it.


so those are the 5 things i really liked about 2005.of course there are more things but i could go on forever.and now,i'll make my birthday list.as in the list of things i want for my birthday.in case some of you are slow,that's your cue to go buy what i want.


MY BIRTHDAY WISH LIST

1)Backstreet Boys concert tickets
2)a camera
3)a funky pencilbox
4)a hip bag
5)more toe and finger rings
6)a bracelet (since i broke the one i had)
7)maybelline lipgloss
8)a funkey phone pouch
9)a jacket
10)the astrology book i saw at parkway.actually any kind will do,so long as it's interesting.i'm an aquarian by the way.
11)a water bottle

i've already gotten an ipod,whic was number one on my wish list.i already got the watch and wallet i wanted too.so these are the remaining things i want.go get them for me okay?i love you people.

this will be it for now.ta darlings.

tm.