Thursday, January 12, 2006
ok so this is the thing i was going to do.i once saw somewhere where this person wrote what he felt about some people down on his blog.he wrote what he thought and felt about them and the good thing is they dont know it's them because he didnt write any names.i think it's kinda cool because you can let out what you're feeling without anybody getting hurt.and that's exactly what i'm going to do.
1)you guys are the bestest people in the whole world.i've known you for more than half my life now and we've always been friends.but we're MUCH closer now.you guys have always got my back and always will,i know.i don't know what i'd do without you.you guys are the bestest friends a girl can ever ask for.thanks for everything.we'll be friends forever.i love you guys to bits!(don't forget our soon-to-come-when-i-get-my-license roadtrip!)<33333333333
2)i can't believe you.all my life you made me believe a lie.i thought i could trust you.i loved you.and when people started bad-mouthing you,i wanted to stand up for you.but i didnt.and i'm glad i didnt.because what they were saying weren't lies.they were all true.you lied to me.i respected you.i admired you.i wanted to be just like you.i loved you.but not anymore.you lied to me and i hate liars.all my life,you led me to believe lies.if there's a truth in all of this,it's that YOU are the lie.i hate you.
3)i dont know what i call you guys anymore.i thought you were my friends.but what you did today was the last straw.there were a few things before this but i didnt say anything because i still wanted to be friends with you.i mean,yeah,i do love you.but i've already given you many chances and you just blew the last one.you may think it's petty but it's really the principle of it all.if you look deep,you'll understand.you can't push me around and i won't let you.so if you think that you can treat me like dirt,well then you're very wrong.right now,all i feel towards you guys is just anger.pure anger.
4)my bestfriend.my sister.my cousin.i love,love,love you!i've known you ALL my life since i was born.i remember seeing a picture of you carrying me when i was a baby.we've always been close.we never fought.we just can't.we've had loads of fun times together.there'll be more to come.you're not my sister,but you're like the older sister i never had.i know i can always turn to you if i need help.thanks for being there alway.i love you!<33333333
5)my friend-who-like-me-pretends-to-be-married-to-a-superstar-though-i-can't-stand-him!you're so sweet and cute and adorable.i love you too!dont worry about what's going on right now.we'll still be friends yeah?and we must write more letters to each other!i know you'll always provide me with a laugh.don't be such a dickhead always yeah?i love your chocolate cake.but i love you more!<333
6)YOU.ugh.do you really believe that the world is made out of fairie dust and pixie glitter?come on.open your flipping eyes.look around you.you really make me sick.i mean,i thought you were supposed to be smart but you're just so childish.it really makes me feel like puking at your stupidity.it's no wonder you've got many people who hate you.you're plastic,man.you're fake.that's what you are.inside you,there's nothing.and one day,you're going to run out of all that fake-ness and then we'll see what becomes of you.i almost feel sorry for you.maybe there's still hope yet.you just have to get back down to earth.
7)and YOU too.you're just like that too.i can't believe you.i thought you would be sensible enough.but no.you're not.when i first met you,i thought you were just like that,all fake.then i started to get to know you and i thought maybe,maybe,there might be a real person in you after all.but i was right.you're made of plastic too.you're fake.and i never want to wander into your world ever again.and now you're ignoring me?haha.it figures.typical of you.
8)my bestest friend in the whole world!i've known you ever since i moved here,since we were 6!and we've been best friends ever since too.you make me laugh.i love love you!you're so sweet and cute and funny and the bestest friend ever.thanks for always being there for me.we'll always be the bestest of friends yeah?you'll always be my jess,my priscilla,my cinderella and my laddoo!love you lots!<333333>
ok so i'm done with that.phew.it feels like a huge weight's been lifted off my shoulders.it's really great.i managed to write down what i really feel and think about people and they dont even know it's them.well i have to go now.more next time.ta darlings,
tm.