Thursday, March 30, 2006
i feel like shite right now.i hate feeling helpless.i hate feeling hopeless.and right now,that's what i am.helpless and hopeless.i just wish the ground would open up and swallow me so i dont have to go through this anymore.it's just unfair.no matter what i do,i cant change things.i'll still be stuck here.i'm really sorry guys.i hope you have a good time.i'm sorry i cant be there with you.i feel so crappy.i feel like crying and pulling my hair out.this is all whore shite.fuck everything.
