Monday, March 20, 2006
one of the greatest things about having a blog is that i can write about whatever i want or am thinking about.or what i feel.like right now,i'm going to do what i did before,where i write what i feel about certain people without mentioning any names so as not to offend or hurt them.i shall call it The Vent since i'm basically venting out what i feel.okay so here goes.
1)you have completely changed.i dont know who you are anymore.i dont like the new you.you used to be this nice,sweet person.but now,you're not.you're this whole different person than who you used to be.sure we all change,but you've changed so much.i feel like i dont know you anymore,like i've lost you.you were a great friend.but i'm not so sure i can say the same thing now.you're not being you.you're being what they want you to be.why can't you just be yourself instead of pretending to be someone you're not and never will become?because that's just not you.i should know because i've known you longer than they have.and you trust them so much.what makes you think they're who they appear to be?i've known you for a long time now.you've known them for like what,1 year?yet you trust them more than you trust me.can't you see that they're controlling you and changing you to suit them?obviously you're in way too deep to see that.
2)you too.you're not a pretender.you're naturally like that.i dont know what to say to you anymore.one minute you act like you care,and the next,you couldnt be bothered.i thought we were supposed to be friends.friends tell each other things.they care for each other.they trust each other.but if you dont trust me enough to tell me things or if you really dont care,then why are we friends?when i first met you,i felt sorry for you because you looked so out of place and i wanted to be friends with you to make you feel better.but you couldnt see that.and i dont think you ever will.you'll never realise that i actually do care about you until it's too late.because even if i'm not your friend,you're still mine.unless you dont want to be.because then,that's perfectly fine with me.
3)i just can't figure you out.you seem the nicest among them all.but then just when i think you're the nice one,you go ahead and change my opinion of you.sometimes i dont get you.you're a great friend.i really like you.but sometimes,you just have to do things your way instead of following what they do,you know?you need to have a mind of your own.
4)you and me.together,we can drive everyone insane.crapping with you is fun.though you annoy me sometimes,i guess it's just the way you are.and i can't blame you if you're born spastic.=) ms jones,with you,there never is a boring moment.and that's a compliment.
5)boy you drive me insane.you're so silly and hilarious.you know when to provide me with a good laugh.i know we had a rough patch last year.i dont really know what happened but i'm glad we're over that now.because you really are a great friend.i love my ms mocha!
6)ms radcliffe!you're someone whom i know i can always talk to.you understand what i say and talking to you is really great.i can talk about anything and everything with you.you're so cute!we do have loads of fun and retarded times together dont we?
7)i dont really know you that well to make a judgement of you.but i i've talked to you a few times and though you seem down to earth and all that,really,you're just a bimbotic airhead.your life was too good to be true wasnt it?now you're getting what you deserve.i know you're upset and all,and i dont mean to be mean,but i'm glad.because maybe now,you'll finally come back down to earth.the world is made up of cotton candy and fairy dust you know.sometimes you just need a slap in the face to bring you back to reality.
8)are you dumb or are you just blind?can't you see the truth?i know that what happened last time wasnt nothing.so dont say it was.there was definitely something.and if you couldnt see that,then it's just really sad.cause it's such a waste.really.
people in 1,2, and 3,i dont want to fight with you guys.it's just that sometimes i get really pissed with you guys.nobody pushes me around.not even you people.so dont ever make the mistake of thinking that you're far more superior than me.
people in 4,5 and 6,you guys are the best!i love you oh-so-very much!<333
tm.