it's funny how you think you know someone but you really don't.you may think you know someone real well, considering the fact that you've known that someone for like,a really long time.then suddenly everything changes and you dont know who that person is anymore.you've drifted apart.things are getting more messed up by the minute and i dont know what to do.i cant just turn my back on everything and act like i couldnt care less.because i do.but at the same time,i just cant close one eye and pretend like nothing's happened.is this how we're all going to be?keeping secrets from each other and bitching about each other behind each other's backs?if so, i just dont know what to say or do anymore.it's just all messed up.just all messed up.

public speaking postponed to tomorrow.gives me more time to work on my speech.