Tuesday, August 15, 2006
TAG REPLIES:Hanis : Yes I was,no,am on AXN. Very cool,non?
Ain : Yes,Orlando Bloom is hot.Though that was very random wasnt it?
Nani : No Nani,we arent going to Charlie Chaplin Museum,it's Change Chapel Musuem.Though it would be fun to go to a Charlie Chaplin Museum.Nani,everythin's just so screwed up la right now.
Heeqmah : I'll wait awhile.Honestly,I hate all this squabbling.But dont worry,we're cool!
Andik : I wanna go Bermuda Triangle!
Nadiah : I know,but thanks anyway.And no,you're not the cause.It's just a huge misunderstanding which I'm trying to resolve,unsuccessfully though.
What I want to say next has nothing to do with ruling the world or buying cinnamon rolls but everything to do with you,me and a whole lot of other people.I really don't like it when people slam others on their blogs,using vulgarities and such.I'm not saying that I hate those people,no.It's just that I'm not a fan of condemning someone on a blog,regardless of who the person is,be it your mum,your friend or a Singapore Idol contestant.I know I've done it before and I never really knew how hurtful it could be till I went through it.Sure it's a blog and you have your freedom of speech.But with all due respect folks,you also have a freedom of emotions.Things written on a blog can be really mean and spiteful.Some just downright hurtful.I'm truly sorry if I ever wrote anything offensive to anyone.I'm sure all of you have been slammed at least once in a blog,be it directly or indirectly.So you would know what it feels like.I too have recently been slammed and it was and still is truly hurtful.
I don't like being all emo in my blog because,well just because.So I'm not going to write a grandmother's story and elaborate on why and when etc.But I just want to say this.Nadia,I know you're mad but so am I,though for different reasons.What's happening now is all a huge misunderstanding which I'm trying to resolve but you won't let.If you want to hate me and never see me for the rest of your life,fine but at least hear me out first because you're believing the wrong things.I would never do what you think I did on purpose.You should know that.So please,if you're still interested in being friends,give me a chance to justify myself.Then whatever you do,it's up to you.So long as you know the truth,because that's what I really need you to know.I don't want you to go on believing things I never did.I don't like that.I admit I made a mistake,but then again,you're not so innocent either.You might have had a bad day or was moody or something and that's why you said what you said and I'd like to know why you said those things.I'm sure you want to know why I did certain things as well.We need to talk,Nadia.So would you please,hear me out.